I dunno where i could post and i don't want create new thread so i post here.
I am pretty sad people still thinks i throwed the games, throw rude, tox under a bus. Quit in middle of season etc. I want here share my whole opinion and show you why i stopped play after week 3.
I want just say again if someone don't noticed it, i reallly enjoyed my games i played in WDL, and despite some games or maybe game were kinda fucked up for me. I still really liked play under the WDL status. I loved my position first round drafted guy. I also blame myself for losing some rounds. Which is also we dont made it playoff. When i saw the draft results, i was like "we have no chance win a game". Maybe this was pretty bad attitude at start, i dunno. But when we played first training tox, rude and me, i thought we have chance. I think tox is pretty good in duels with solid aim but in ctf he doesn't worked well with me and rude. But i also think me and rude could be more strong and carry more tox. I think we played under our skills. Really i don't feel like me and rude had some good chemistry at all, which is weird if we played plenty of matches together in FW scrims. I also think we met always team on map which he was really good. Like water, dragon map06 or soul, legion map17 (i don't played this match).
If i just will judge map by map it could looks like this.
Map07 against DMC
I really thinks we had get some points at least 1 fucking point for one tie round or something. But we were so much out fragged by shane. reck, DS. We practiced this map a lot, and we probably had just play more defensive and simple make it tie. I don't blame anyone in my team for this lost. I was not able score for 20 minutes sadly, and rude and tox leaked some flags. Good game on non-standard map.
map06 against ADD
This is map i really like defend and i knew i can have big troubles against attacking water and second round dragon. But i really don't think i fucked up this round, i had solid defence here. But my team wasn't able score. First game was 2-1 and second 5-3. I think we really had bad attacking here, i think on this map we had score more than 1 cap in first round. I think we had have more practice here but still it was good game. But i think with enough luck or practice or something, we could get some points. Sadly we are still at 0 after 2 match.
map24 against SUC
This was with no doubt my best game in league. We don't practiced this map at all. I played maybe 2 rounds on this on zandronum like defender and i knew what i have do here. First game i really fucked up but i really don't throwed this first round. I was just rusty, mouse don't felt comfortable, i have this quite often nowadays simple if i don't play any game doom or csgo doesn't matter for while, my mouse feels like i hold in hand piece of rock and can't play properly for while. But oh well in second round we stepped up. Second round was tie. And i really felt we can win 3rd and make it tie. We started leads 2-0 and i think after 5 minutes we still led 2-0. I had some super clutch moments against Ralphis, rude probably aswel. In short we lost this round 3-2 and get only point. I blame myself for losing this match.
With this being said we get our first point in league. I was not happy at all bcz i knew this is over for us. We had no chance make playoff. I don't remember this correct but i think SUC was 4th after this game, we were still last. And if you check the final score TMC has 9 points even with one forfeit. We could also have 9 points if we win our last 2 games, and by head to head rule TMC beat us so they were in playoff anyway. I also don't thought it could be even this close, that we could tied with TMC in ideal scenario. But shane fucked up, pluz forfeit made it really close. But still TMC 2 first clear victories plus beat us were enough to made playoff.
With all this being said. I had really good season, i know the CTF team SupeR presented was not really the best. And we played kinda random some game eg. 06. But still i think i could be just better, maybe carry more, practice more at least with rude which was online quite often and work on our synergy. Bcz i really think we was really "close" to make playoff with better plan and shit. But i don't blame anyone, its just like it was and how we played at time.
So after all i had really good games, i think i could be just more professional and work better with team, and simple enjoy the game but meh what is gone is gone, we all do mistakes, i wish WDL good run in future, and maybe see you in season 3, 6 or 10 who know.
PS. Also i know quit after week 3 was really bad but i was at this time in bad shape but really don't felt like play more games at 2 AM simple for no reason. I know if everyone was like this, the league could be pretty bad. But i think by-Zero enjoyed his shot in league. So how arrogant this can sounds. I don't feel i did something wrong or even endangered smooth league run. I can just consider more signup in future seasons if i get a chance.